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23-07-07 - 07-12-07 . Between those dates,there are very2 good memories.
i mean VERY good memories.the memories i had was with a girl that i loved
oh-so-much.even till the day i die.she is my first love.we did many things
together.i still remembered.sometime in August.she helped me in my N level
art.w/o her at that time,i would have been dead cause i cant finish the bloody painting.
then on September,she was introduced to my family.my family were ok about the
relationship.(now im dont know whats gonna happen if they know im no longer attached to her)
October was my favourite month of the whole time we were in a realtionship.i mean she went for my Birthday party.itturned out to be fun.(: then we went to DTE on the 28th(only i and her knows what DTE means)because there were Asian Beats.then later that month,we went Hari Raya visitings with friends.LAME friends.we had a blast.Farishah and i talked DIRTY at everybodys house.i would say like"by,itu bilik kosong.ape lagi."then she would pinch me and say
"u nie eh!"
November&December were not good months for us.we fought almost everyday.

in between the 4 mths of relationship,we did many things together.i loved the way we kissed and the way u touch me was so tender.we talk dirty almost everytime.hogged on the phone till farishah's mum wakes up at about 7.i really2 will miss those times.u will forever be in my heart.thanks for loving me this much farishah.thanks for telling me the meaning of love.u are the first love i have.it might be the last.but what u did that night makes me think do you really love me.i seriously dont know.i am destroyed.my mind is in a whirl.am i that important to you?

i love u farishah.)':