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woopeydoo!!

2008-01-26T05:48:00.000-08:00

babybabybaby...haha..gave me a surprise eyyy?!hahaha.action gado ngan me..then saw u kat bedok library...tsktsktsk...naughty..haha.ingtkan u not going...

mama got me a new cam yesterday..((: sony cybershot t2!woohoow!imma post some pics..inc the ones taken by faiz during my performance just now..

Thaqif Loves Farishah

baby...please dont go...

2008-01-22T01:24:00.000-08:00

received a bad news early in the morning..baby told me she might be migrating..due to some reasons lah..)': im like so sad now..i mean,i dont show my dissapointment,but it hurts me deeeep inside.way way deep..*sigh* how i wish none of this come true..im terribly disheartened upon hearing that news..heard from michelle baby cried in class..i dont know why she cried..but guess cuase she didnt want to migrate..baby..ur not the only one who thinks that way..i also dont want you to..i mean...me not seeing you for a few days only im like lost..what more me not seeing you for a few years..baby...baby..baby..im like trying my best not to let you go..you are my first love by..6 months together..still counting..by,i want to tell you something..i love you!from the bottom of my heart..by..i really feel like crying now..so sad lah..i didnt want to bring up this topic during our convo cause i dont want to see u cry..)':*sigh* one last thing...baby....please dont go..

I Love You By!
Thaqif Loves Farishah!

12.01.08-16.01.08

2008-01-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

i didnt want to blog.but someone kinda forced me to.so yea.imma blog about things ive done for the past 4 days.

12.01.08 ;Beauty World:woke up in the at 10.30.baby woke me up.then woke up then took a bath.then siap all.then went out.met baby at Tanah Merah MRT station.upon meeting her,we borded bus14 to school.then took school bus to Esplenade.watched Beauty World.it was not as boring as i thought it would be lah.but one things for sure...the theatre was as cold as North Pole.i think.hhahaha.after the show,baby,i,Junjie,Jiahao,Wan,Mas,Nad & ? went to eat at pizzahut.after that,went home.baby and i took a cab.i sent her home first,then me.*grinning.only we knew what happened aye.((:

13.01.08 ;Went out with Family.Uncs & Aunts all.

14.01.08 ;Went to school.came late.wasnt caught though.then got home late cause ade English ASLP.went home with baby.heee.i love her lahh.(:

15.01.08 ;Went to school.got home late also cause ade ASLP somemore.know what?for the first time in my Sec school life,i didnt understand a single thing about a math topic?!Loci&Construction!GRRRR!!then it was raining CATS AND DOGS.so i called a cab for baby.she took a cab home while papa fetched me.(:

16.01.08 ;Today,went to school as per normal.met baby only during recess cause i came late.learned a new math topic today.woohoow!i hate Loci&Constuction lah.no ASLP today.then went home with baby.ehehe.was unhappy about sumth today.but nevermind.it wasnt ur fault also lah.so im not mad at u or whatsoever lah.I was surprised tadi.Nadras' mum ajak me go makan at KFC.i was like"huh!"hahaha.im not comfortable lah.haha.paiseyy bangat dehh.Indon accent.hahahahaha!.oteyy?hmmm.one last thing to say.GRRRRR!hahaha.i love saying that lah.GRRRRRRRRR.((((:

Thaqif Loves Farishah.((:

hafhbaf

2008-01-11T04:32:00.000-08:00

mail,aku mintak paisey.kau nak terima taknak itu bukan problem aku.aku tau aku nye salah,aku da mintak paisey.chiiooouzzzzzzzz!

today.07.01.08

2008-01-07T02:39:00.000-08:00

went to sch today.as per normal.i wasnt late.infact i was far from late.waited for gf but i guess she sampai late.hmmm..soooo saw gf during recess time.saw her aje,she da macam unhappy.i let it off...then lunch time came.she was still the same.maybe worse.aft lunch,walked her to class.upon reaching her classroom,i talked to her.to my dissapointment,she wasnt like really talking to me.and then,after i called her a few times,she dint reply,i walked offf.then aft that met her in the hall.the upper sec had some kind of assembly.and theni saw her.she looked at me.than i jeling at her.hahah.act it was meant to be a joke ah.and then the mangkuk assembly abes.my class was dismissed first.so i went down.called unc wayne but tak angkat.he called me many times but i rejected them cuz i was in the hall.and then,while waiting for unc wayne to pick up his phone,baby was walking real fast trying to avoid me to go home.i was like sooo sooo sad lah.i was half-hearted to let her go alone.but i didnt cause i love her so much.so i chased her.then after i was with her,she showed face.i already was sad,she like that somemore.then i asked her about a million times why she was moody today.then she said nothing.ok lah.in the bus,i tried to crck jokes.well,some jokes succeeded.but baby,fyi,behind my smile all tadi,i still am sad tau.i just taknak show u.i sekarang nie,still sad tau.nvm ah by.but if u got any problems,tell me.it doesnt matter ah.any problems.(:
Baby,just know that I Love You k.((:

baby,i love youuu.((:

2008-01-04T00:53:00.000-08:00

hmm..baby..know what?i love u soo much tau.i miss u.tadi i tak go skola abes pat uma bored gler nyer.tak nampak muke u.tak dapat kacau u sampai u really2 get mad with me.hahaha.but frankly speaking kan,kacau u fun gler nyer.hahahaha.i swear.hahaha.(:

and now i have HFMD.got it from my brothers lah.hahahaha!and i have to eat PORRIAGE!!macam baby seyy.haha.oklah..i'll stop here.

THAQIF LOVES FARISHAH.((:

happy birthday to u.

2007-12-30T08:17:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday To You(low)
Happy Birthday To You(high)
Happy Birthday To Farishah(low)
Happy Birthday To You(finish)

nthg else to say.

HAPPY BDAE ****!!!

2007-12-29T04:46:00.001-08:00

stupid.i got much to say but i dont want to say.know why?no-mood.ass "gawd this pic is cute."are you a lier?not contacting?Never learn ur lesson.nevernevernever.IDK
oh ya.b4 i forget HAPPY BDAE to all girls celebrating their bdae today(!)

survey.

2007-12-18T10:23:00.000-08:00

Fira asked me to do it.so yea.

Favourites Colour: orange
Food: maggie curry.yummy!
Song:travis barker remix of soulja boy.(:
Movie:paris hilton stolen tape.nono.im not so sure lah.
Sport:soccer,swimming.
Day of The Week:saturday.
Season:winter
Ice-cream: Ben&Jerrys cookies and cream.((:
Currents Mood:feeling cute.as always.(:
Taste:high expectations.heee
Clothes:spongebob boxer,topman skinnyjeans
Desktop:spongebob!
Toenail:im a guy man!
Time:02:30AM
Surroundings:handphone,lappy,webcam.
Annoyances: my sucky internet connection
Thoughts: why am i so cute?hahahahaha!
First Best Friends:Shaikh Muhammad Zafran
Crush:none.
Lie:yesterday.
Music: uhmmm.*stil thinking*
LastsCigarette:sec 3 camp.heee.
Drink(Alcohol): I dont drink.
Car Ride: just now.from downtowneast.
Phone Call:Uncle wayne.
Played:xbox360.
Have you everDated Your Best Friend:neah.
Broken The Law:yes.
Been Arrested: no
Skinny-Dipped: no
Been On TV:yes.many times.(:
Kissed Someone You Don't Know:nope.
5 things you are wearing: boxers.specs.nothing else lehh.how?
4 things you've done today: go school,eat,drink,made jokes.
3 things you can hear right now:TV,music,neighbour fighting
1 thing you do when you are bored:make stupid jokes to ppl and make them laugh.((:

done lah.haha.

funFUNfun!!!

2007-12-15T09:22:00.001-08:00

let me talk about 15th of December first.i dint have time to blog yesterday cause i came home at 3 am in the morning.it was a very2 good day for me.i met up with baby before i met up with my primary school mates.met my baby at the busstop near DTE.for the first time,she was the one who waited for me.usually,i would be the one who waits for her.haha.she was sitting at the busstop with her stupid face.hahaha.we proceeded to PRP after we met.it was raining.so we sheltered under an UMBRELLA-ELLA-ELLA-EH-EH-EH.....haha!!then after a few minutes,the rain subsided.it was drizzling only.baby as usual,petty.still wanted to use the umbrella.so only she used it.we held hands all the way.((:happy!then we went to somewhere deserted.it was about 5 storeys high.unfortunately,there were ppl there.so we explored more and went deeper into the park.then we found a place.noone were there except for monkeys(inc my baby).soo we sat under a shelter there.for the rest,its for me to know and for u to find out.heehee(((:at about 7pm,i sent her home.for the first time.hee.[ur lucky baby cause a hot guy sent u home].wakakakakaka!! imma stop here.i re-wrote this bloody entry because of my fcuking internet connection problem.ass.okay.goodbye people.(((:

new beginning!

2007-12-13T07:50:00.001-08:00
woohoow!!ive patched up with my love.((:
hope uve learnt ur lesson,love.dont do the same mistakes again lah k?
happy today.and meeting her tmr.((:after so long.
cant wait lahhh!!hahaha.i just love u oh-so-much.

i would like to thank everyone who have been behind me,supporting me after i and farishah break up.ESPECIALLY to Unc Samir,Porny,Fira,Nadrah&Susan.thanks yawww!!hehee.

im now like chatting with my darling on msn now.talking about tmr's plan.ahahaha.here are the things we talked about.:

:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
bsk i kol you kul 3 must wake up ah.coz im meeting fana at 330 tau syg.i kol you at 3 make sure bgn tau.haha. (:
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
syg dier ((:
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
ah yeye
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
but u takde hp how?
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
lau lambat how?
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
tklah.5 mesti 5 nye
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
i tau la by.
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
klau i sing cam ne?
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
*siang
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
lau siang bgs ah.
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
i kasi u sweey
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
*sweet
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
hahahaha
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
hahahha
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
mepek
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
tk tapi im sure i will be siang.
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
dont worry ((:
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
abes u go jalan2
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
u tau ah lau pompan jalan2 lama nyer
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
lama gler nyer
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
hahah i da bilang fana la
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
i said i gotta meet you at 5 so i must be there at ard 4plus
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
she said ok.
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
mcm P
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
hahaha
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
meet u kat busstop uma u
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
haha mcm biase.
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
(:
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
bt the dte nye bus stop tau yg exactly depan dte (:
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
y must cross?
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
yalah.
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
on the left ade route to prp
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
shor cut
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
*short
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
oh.
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
okkkkkkkk
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
heheee
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
(:
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
klau i smpai dulu camne?
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
i kasi u sweets
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
((:
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
tknk la
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
u nak ape?
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
hardcore makeout?
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
hahaha
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
HAHAHA
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
*cheeky smiles*
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
do u want it?
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
*cheekier smile
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
yesssssss! (:
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
yeeeepy!!
hahaha
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
HAHAHAHA! ((: happy nmpk
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
happy ahhh.
thaqif.[heyimthaqif.blogspot.com] says:
ahaha.
:: Farishah :: [gorgeous-pages.blogspot.com] says:
((: syg you tau.sgt2.

hahahaha.see.she loves me lah seyy!!ahahaha.
okaylah.im tired.i wanna chat with her somemore.i'll post another blog maybe the day aft tmr cuz i'll be out the whole day tmr k?((:

East Coast Trip Cancelled.

2007-12-12T08:41:00.001-08:00
pasir ris park pit 17.timing 6 plus.okay people?((:

btw tadi some i was mad cause of sumth lahh.soo,like not in a good mood now.smsing farishah,shaikh afan&&nadrah.haha.cuz its the 13th.((:oklah.i'll be sleeping late tonight.watching soccer at 2 am in the morn.
i am soooo rooting for Manchester United.woohoow!!

okay?haha.btw ppl,if ure not happy with me,TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE OKAY????

for now bye2.

I Dont Know.

2007-12-10T08:37:00.000-08:00
I seriously dont know what to write today.
My mood is real good today.

thanks everyone;everyone is sooooo goood to me today.
hahaha!cool.

Farishah,Nadrah,Fira,Dan && everyone who chatted with me lah.(((((:

THIS FRI EX TKPS STUDENTS HAVING REUNION BBQ.
ANY EX STUDENTS INTRESTED PLS ADD ME AT MSN
AND WE COULD MAKE ARRANGEMENTS.ASAP.
thaqif_freak14@hotmail.com

and thanks everyone who likes my lyrics.app it loadss.

somethings suppose to happen later at night.soo i'll be waiting.waakakaka~!

haha.okaylah.

&& to FARISHAH,there still is 80% chance we could patch up.
OK?dont be sad lah.for real.and meeting me this Fri kan?
we meet early2 lah.so after that i can go meet my other friends.
ok?u takecare.whatever happens,i'll still be close to u lah.
for sure.u can count on me.(:
cry nomore k.

kk.since im happy tdy,everyone,SMILE!!((((((((((((:

7 December.

2007-12-09T03:44:00.000-08:00
i wrote this song for u.ive only got the lyrics.i wrote it on 9th of Dec at 3:17am.and it took me less than 10 mins to do so.

Im sitting in my room;
just wonderin how u do;
though it's a sacrifice;
i got to leave u;

I know that its hard;
but im just no good for you;
there are many other guys;
just waiting to be with you;

*chorus
it aches to see you cry;
and its hard to say goodbye;
i loved to see u smile;
but i'll be missing you for a while;

pictures and letters given by you;
are the memories that i have;
oh-so-sweet memories;
i'll keep them till the day i die;
and thats the last time i'll make u cry;
but for now,goodbye....

stillsore.

2007-12-07T20:30:00.000-08:00
23-07-07 - 07-12-07 . Between those dates,there are very2 good memories.
i mean VERY good memories.the memories i had was with a girl that i loved
oh-so-much.even till the day i die.she is my first love.we did many things
together.i still remembered.sometime in August.she helped me in my N level
art.w/o her at that time,i would have been dead cause i cant finish the bloody painting.
then on September,she was introduced to my family.my family were ok about the
relationship.(now im dont know whats gonna happen if they know im no longer attached to her)
October was my favourite month of the whole time we were in a realtionship.i mean she went for my Birthday party.itturned out to be fun.(: then we went to DTE on the 28th(only i and her knows what DTE means)because there were Asian Beats.then later that month,we went Hari Raya visitings with friends.LAME friends.we had a blast.Farishah and i talked DIRTY at everybodys house.i would say like"by,itu bilik kosong.ape lagi."then she would pinch me and say
"u nie eh!"
November&December were not good months for us.we fought almost everyday.

in between the 4 mths of relationship,we did many things together.i loved the way we kissed and the way u touch me was so tender.we talk dirty almost everytime.hogged on the phone till farishah's mum wakes up at about 7.i really2 will miss those times.u will forever be in my heart.thanks for loving me this much farishah.thanks for telling me the meaning of love.u are the first love i have.it might be the last.but what u did that night makes me think do you really love me.i seriously dont know.i am destroyed.my mind is in a whirl.am i that important to you?

i love u farishah.)':